I feel weird even writing these two things together but two shitty things happened to me today: one, i lost my iphoto library and every picture from my life since I was 13

two, the important one, my grandfather recently had a brain tumor removed and we got basically the worst news. glioblastoma multiforme, grade 4. terminal. he has about three months. oddly enough alex and I were already going to be in california next week but we’ll be taking extra time to go down to orange county and visit him and my grandmother. I don’t know how that will be- the only communication he’s been able to do is simple word answers to questions and isn’t really lucid.

so if you couldn’t guess i won’t be posting much for the next couple weeks. sorry

Digipen: “We don’t want our current Juniors to be affected by ART300 becoming a Sophomore class after their Sophomore year was already over, so that’s why we made it a pre-req for PRJ300 this Fall.”

This shit is making me SO CRAZY because not only is it an inconvenience to me but it also makes NO FUCKING SENSE WHATSOEVER

I asked Asuka and she copied my email to Jim Johnson so I really hope that he’ll have some answer for me as to WHY it is like this

i want so badly to draw zabernism stuff, whether it be comics or just doodles or whatever but i just can’t. i put the stylus to the tablet and i just freeze. panic builds up. i don’t know what to do. i forgot what i wanted to do.
doc prescribed me some ativan, lorazepam is supposedly less “dopey” than clonazepam so i hope that helps
i don’t get it i just want to draw my babies and enjoy that feeling but its like some horrible clingy monster is holding my arms down and whispering in my ear that it’s going to eat my heart right out of my chest
anxiety life 2014

i want so badly to draw zabernism stuff, whether it be comics or just doodles or whatever but i just can’t. i put the stylus to the tablet and i just freeze. panic builds up. i don’t know what to do. i forgot what i wanted to do.

doc prescribed me some ativan, lorazepam is supposedly less “dopey” than clonazepam so i hope that helps

i don’t get it i just want to draw my babies and enjoy that feeling but its like some horrible clingy monster is holding my arms down and whispering in my ear that it’s going to eat my heart right out of my chest

anxiety life 2014

Well my love for Apple is at an all time high. Bellevue Square Apple store has to send my computer to engineering because they can’t figure out what’s wrong with it. The guy I’m talking to says that his boss told him to “take care of his customer”, and he felt really bad about having the computer for over a week. SO I’m getting a brand new 2014 iMac as a replacement AT NO COST. WHAAAAAAAAATTT!!!!

I GET TO JUST GO AND WALK IN AND WALK OUT WITH A COMPUTER

I SPENT SO LONG ON THE PHONE JUST LIKE “wait so youre telling me I get a replacement? for how much? WHAT? no, really? what about labor? WHAT? NOTHING? ARE YOU SERIOUS? there has to be a catch. NOTHING?!?!?!”

Here’s a preview of the new pages for chapter 2. there’s only a few more pages after this that I haven’t posted yet. and then all the new pages will be available to read! (not finished of course). so basically this is most of em.

I haven’t posted these to the website because my desktop computer is out of commission. thank god I have a month off from classes to catch up on…everything.

hope y’all like the pages C: it’s pretty nice to be able to go back and change the things i’ve wanted for years to change. mostly fixing horrible writing but also making zigmond an even bigger jerk. mostly that.